If all goes according to plan, I should be buying my plane ticket TODAY to leave on July 8. It is the weirdest, yet most exciting feeling, ever!!! There was a brief moment last week where I suddenly started to panic over the feasability of everything. A quick "WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?!?!" moment. Like why am I not getting a real job? How am I going to pay for all of this? What if I'm making the wrong choice? What if I'm supposed to stick around here? Despite all the questions milling in my head, the main concerns were 99% financially related. Since I decided to go so late in the game, I missed out on a lot of fundraising opportunities and even just personal saving time. It puts me kind of in a cramp and I'm gonna have to start buckling down hard core to save quicker... BUT I've realized that it IS all possible, this IS what I am supposed to be doing with my life right now, and it IS all going to work out. I just have to keep clinging to those thoughts and work my hardest every day until I get there.
Oh goodness, I cannot WAIT til I get there. For the next month or so this blog will continue to be a little dull (don't worry, you can still find me at my original real blog) but then as things start picking up in the way of packing, preparing, and eventual departure... I promise you'll get more than enough reading pleasure.
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isn't it fabulous that everything worked out alright?
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